This Is Me
Cordelia Cross
Aug 9, 2017 03:12
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Now I find myself lost
More than ever before
I lost my home I lost my car
I ain't got nothin no more
I lost my words, I lost my voice
I can barely eat or drink.
But when I return at night
I only lay back and think.
Drowning my sorrows
Tryin to keep it inside
The more I say that I'm fine
The more I need to fucking hide
One day soon I assume
That I'm gonna explode
My heart and mind, trapped inside
Have begun to erode
I'm at the end of my rope and
I'm drowning fast
I'm dead inside and I've lost
Every sliver of hope.
And so I keep going on,
Just a hollowed out shell,
At a glance you wouldn't know,
That I'm living in hell.
In the end, this is me,
Bout as real as it gets.
Locked up, trapped inside,
As reality sets.
